Recently I have been doing a lot of thinking about this one particular individual. I don't mind thinking about him, but it has seemed to almost consume me. See I'm not a mushy person so it's kind of weird for me to blush when he texts or emails, or smile really hard when I'm on the phone with him. Usually I am the complete opposite when it comes to that type of stuff. But now I am starting to find myself as this mushy person and I'm not sure that I am really comfortable being that person. Don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with being that person but it doesn't really fit the persona that I have going on.

So I kind of sorta told this person how I feels(side note I had these feelings for at least 2 1/2 months but i wasn't ready.. I was in denial) and come to find out he already knew that I felt that way. I guess he was just waiting on me to finally realize.

Anyway enough of that. I am ready to go home, I'm tried of working.