Monday, December 29, 2008

Irate parent at Childrens Function



As I was reading SandraRose.com, I came across this video. It's disturbing how people can act in front of other peoples children!!!

Funky Fresh Senior Choir



This was hilarious.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

WHEN CAN I CAN GET SOME QUALITY TIME????

I am all for a man working, being that he has to have some type of job to support himself and anything extra he would like to do because I'm sure as heck is not about to support a grown man. Now the problem with that working man is when he becomes a workaholic. When you have to yourself into the schedule and hope you get one day in between, or even a piece of day somewhere just for that relationship bond and that pencil always gets moved to another day. But what happens when you don't get that. I can fully understand Karma or payback, whatever you choose to call it, that when this person is willing to spend the time with you, you aren't really feeling it and when you are ready, A Bowl game or something else that can be recorded or done at a later time come up, and its time to go to the second job and poor Kendra can not spend the quality time she wants.

Am I wrong for wanting more time that does not compromise my standards. Can I get a date yet?

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!!!!!! I hope that everyone received the gifts they desired.

As this day passed I realized how blessed I've been since last year this same time. I was not able to do some of the things that I wanted to do, but I have my life, my health, and most importantly I understand the reason for this Holiday Season.

With that in mind i had a conversation with some family members and we were discussing how the older you get the less you get. I wonder why that is. I think everyone should still have he kid inside of them and enjoy the holiday.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

AT&T

I am back running wireless!!!!! Thanks Cedrian from AT&T wireless you are a life saver!!!

Merry Christmas

So i was up surfing Myspace, and I came accross this Diddy Blog on people saying Happy Holidays v. Merry Christmas.



I completly feel him on the Happy Holidays, Sallie.

booty calls

What time of night is considered a booty call. I've always felt that if you call around 11-12 and want me to come over it is clearly not a chill session any more. At a certain point you are no longer interested in watching a movie, you're more interested in creating a movie (lol). So with that being said, I finally told my friend that I did not feel it was appropriate to come over, as my grandmother would put it, at an ungodly hour.

I just feel that at some point we will have to compromise, but I will not let the decision I make compromise my integrity!!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

The last couple of days have been a little rough on me mentally, emotionally, physically and to top it all off I am very stressed about everything that is going on in my life. The only thing that I'm not going to get bothered over is my relationship with the "one" and things that I have no control over changing.

I am making the deceleration today that I am going to be happy about every situation that comes in my life.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

idk...

Today started off wonderful but ended tragic. I should learn to listen and stop being so hard headed and stubborn. My dad always told me, "A hard head makes a soft a%&." And I really feel like one now.
See all would have been good if i considered someone else feelings. I've always only thought of my feelings only and never though of the others. Well let me not say it like that i have though of them but at the time i did not care.
But it hurts not to think of other peoples feelings. I cant explain the pain i feel because I've never felt this way. Maybe if i would have explained my position earlier, and not just springing it into action the end results would have been better, but I didn't and now I have this awful Pain.
I keep asking myself, why. I feel very very bad and I understand that i was extremely wrong, but how can you convey your feelings.
I have been hurt so much that I have been turned into this ugly monster and it is time that i soften up and get out of this because I don't want to ever hurt someone like that again. I felt the pain when it was too late. I needed to feel it when those words were coming out of my mouth.
I just hope that one day he can forgive me and I can show him I am not this ugly person. I really need to let go of my past and embrace that someone likes me for me, and their is NO ulterior motive, that I can be that special in someone's eyes.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving

Today was a wonderful day and I got to spend it with all those that I love. Another year has came and gone and we have so much to be thankful for. I was living and breathing and able to use all my limbs, and that's a lot.

I have learned that we MUST be grateful for everything that happens, good or bad. So as this day ends, I challenge myself to be thankful in everything. Even when things seem to look so bad.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Recently I have been doing a lot of thinking about this one particular individual. I don't mind thinking about him, but it has seemed to almost consume me. See I'm not a mushy person so it's kind of weird for me to blush when he texts or emails, or smile really hard when I'm on the phone with him. Usually I am the complete opposite when it comes to that type of stuff. But now I am starting to find myself as this mushy person and I'm not sure that I am really comfortable being that person. Don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with being that person but it doesn't really fit the persona that I have going on.

So I kind of sorta told this person how I feels(side note I had these feelings for at least 2 1/2 months but i wasn't ready.. I was in denial) and come to find out he already knew that I felt that way. I guess he was just waiting on me to finally realize.

Anyway enough of that. I am ready to go home, I'm tried of working.

Hello

Hey guys,

So this is extremely new to me, but I want to try something new so I'm going to try and blog everyday. I have been trying to do this for the last three days, but things kept happening.

The half of the day that passed was productive. I was very excited since today was the last day of the work week. Ready for thanksgiving, ready to give thanks, chill with the family... Might even chill with the boo (well that's another story in itself. But that is for a latter day or time)